Deep inside, I feel an empty hole. I never thought I would have to go through this again but it seems my luck has run out this year.
I loved you more than anyone can ever know. I still love you. We have built our wonderful lives together these past few years and I couldn’t have asked for a better partner. We had our difference, our fights, our pain. But we overcame them greatly, and loved even harder each time. We started dating as just kids and grew into adults with careers, goals, and ambitions. The more I think about the times we had, the more I begin to sink deeper into my hole. You think that I am doing well but in fact I am hurting inside and I want you to know that it’s not your fault. There is nothing I can do to change your decision but to only hope that you can still be happy.
I wish I could make you feel the love you felt when we first started dating. I wish I can hold your hand and tell you that It’ll be okay. I wish that we can continue to count 5 more years as if nothing mattered in the world except for us. I wish, we never fell out of love.